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Friday, May 20, 2005

Frustrations

I feel like smashing someone's head now..... anyone's .... mine also can..... ggrhhhh this is the only day i come back early and i cannot play dota..... no it is not tt i am damn addicted to the game.... its jus tt after trying 2 times.... i kena lagged out!!! which means i waited for 2 hours plus liao.... wth..... i am frustrated bcos everytime "he" borrow things.... i will feel tt my stuff is sorta different...

tt time borrowed my lappie and download sp2 without telling me.... made me so du lan... then now use liao.... my internet connection and lappie like so laggy.... it was working fine when i was using lor.... walao..... i know i may sound unreasonable.... but but.... sigh.... i'm jus trying to find some scapegoat lar..... i so tired.... wanna play a few games then go and rest mah.... y can't jus lemmi do tt..... =(

no outsider will understand how i feel.... or rather how my family feel towards him as of now..... no words can explain the frustrations and pek chekness he brings.... i can't even eat properly in front of him jus now.... yy?? i dunno.... maybe i'm tired myself..... so easily agitated.... yar should be liddat bah.....

And to sum up a screwed up day.... my creative Muvo is spoilt... doesn't even start..... walao.... its only 1/2 a yr...... maybe i throw ard too many times liao.... now i dunno whether still under warranty not..... aiyah.... bad day lar....... feel like swearing now...... wat's wrong with me????

posted by heng @ 12:43 PM