LostIdentity

Waiting for lunch....

In office now…. Waiting for 1pm so that can go for lunch… Today’s the last day of work for my fellow intern/scholar… so sad for me… but great for her! Another friend leaving work… hmm… just makes me more sian… haha…. But wait a minute… I actually made some negotiations with my sup and boss and I can almost say that next week is my last week of work!! Woohoo!!! Let’s hope that nothing crops up and I can finish my designated job by the end of next week…. Heehee…. =)

Come to think of it, it has been a rather fruitful experience working this hols…. Despite the fact that I zobo a lot… oops…. But if I were to not work… I think I will zobo even more… jus spend the time zoboing in more sleep and dota only…. Haha…. Activities which I think, carried out in excess is really quite pointless….. To me, life should be a moderation of everything… a well-balanced life is important to me. So work has been more fulfilling in recent weeks… at least I have specific tasks to do, which at least keeps me occupied. Learn new stuff, meet new people… which sorta brightens me up a little….rather than cooping myself and letting thoughts wander…. (I have come to realized the power and dread of wandering thoughts…=S )

So ideally speaking, I would have 3 weeks left to enjoy my hols!! Haha…. Not sure how I should spend it…. Was hoping that maybe xz can finally confirm abt some cruise/trip…. Its been a long time since I went overseas… and I’m not referring to JB hor…… yar…. And the possibility of going sep is still there…. Although I have jus heard news that some guy going to my sep uni already got the DUO award…. Sigh…. He’s quite a friendly guy from my first encounter with him, but he does seem over-zealous in acquiring knowledge….FYI, his lect kakis are Desmond, student A,….and…. u get the picture lah hor…. So haha….if not for “gamlan”, I really might jus give up the idea of going denmark…. =p

Ya, so now it all boils down to 2 things: first, the modules mapping which I have been procrastinating for ages and have not done a single one myself (even the first one I submitted was kopped from Andrew). Secondly, the financial aspect of it…. Think if I really scrimp and save, I would have just enuff… but of course I haven’t been doing that… a quick recollection of my expenses since start of hols… think I have spend around 1.2k already.. and its only like 1.5 mths… haha seemed kinda lot to me.. though peeps like nic might jus laughed off the amt… (“1.2k a lot meh… no wad… I still got car loan.. and I spend so much on daily stuff…. Actually quite little ar…”) oops… din mean to offend anyone… haha, but tt’s jus how people with different backgrounds have different fates… hmm… actually this is smthing which I wanted to tok about one but think not now… lol

Yupz… guess I am really looking forward to end of next week!! May all negative thoughts go down the drain and life be a wonderful bed of roses, black or white, rain or shine….. We must all be brave ya?

posted by heng @ 3:50 AM