Sleepless night....
Had a long long day.... but somehow i don't feel sleepy... tired? well yes..... but, i'm just not in that much of a hurry jumping into bed... (345am now)Went Copenhagen to have our first KFC meal ever in Europe!!! Ahhh... xy's fav fast food (with xz's company of cos)... Hmm.. 188 DKK for 4 people.... each person ard 47 DKK (S$12).... although it might be a wee bit expensive, but i really savour the taste of the KFC deep fried skins.... simply marvellous.....
Ha.. i realised there are really times when i'd rather blog here.... i feel more liberty at my own blog.... free from worries tt my mum might jus pop by and decipher what "m" actually means.... afraid tat i might say something wrong tt might offend my fellow SEP mates.... things like tt.... oh well...
Anyway, jus read Merv's blog... gotta compliment him for the great work.... uploading so many pics on blogspot, arranging.... summarizing the one wk tour.... is really not an easy task... i spent like half a day doing my amsterdam one.... and its not even complete.... imagine the no. of error msgs you get trying to upload the pics.... kaoz.... *faint*
Well well.... today's CBS trip wasn't as fun as the previous time.... To be frank, it feels really different from before... don't know y.... Maybe,.... its bcos i'm not really a party animal? or maybe i had enough of those small talks, engaging tactics, trying to look real friendly when i'm in fact just tired.... beers, cigarettes.... have seem to become just a way to blend in to the environment.... i no longer have the desire to go "happy" or "high" on such consumables.... i jus drink or smoke bcos i have them in my hand.....
Hmm... also felt quite paiseh tt we weren't really gd company for anqi... I mean, it's really quite nice on her part to meet up with the 3 of us who she barely knows, bringing us ard copenhagen since she stays there and sorta knows the "where", "how"s..... but i guess we are just not the type of company she would have liked.... ha... 3 "chinese-cum-hokkien" guys and 1 english speaking gal doesn't really mix well ya? But of cos she's her usual friendly and easy-going self... a very nice gal...
At CBS, well.... poor her gotta stay ard with 4 or 5 guys... well no wonder she might not feel as comfortable as she would have liked... din't really hit upon me tt she might have felt wierd on the dance floor.... ha... stoopid LC should have just danced with her lar..... really hope she's fine with us.... i mean our jokes are really not her cup of tea.... then we are not as "ye" as LC.... so maybe..... jus maybe.... she might not have enjoyed herself as much as she would have liked....
geesh.... y am i bothered abt wat others think?
some things just can't be helped.... once again... i feel helpless....
posted by heng @ 9:46 AM
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